theres this phraseever felt tt your heart was gone? i dunno wat to do with my heart, the insecurity and all the grudges tt affect my heart
this has been said by many and many believe tts its true but its not our heart tts in the wrong its us tt hide our heart.
to save ourself the hurt
the pain
well i woke up at 8 today and took 136 but turned out wrong bus, go all the way to ang mo kio hub.i sat there for 1 hour seein all those ppl walking in nnd out wonderin when i shld get off?then i took 25, nnd guess wat i missed the stop! okay then take another bus 854. finally reach at tian's house, find out its cancelled
Stupid! i go all the way
nvm calm down
ying tian still sleepin so ps wake her up. then we go compete in audition lol her sis damm pro,tian also but i so lousy
then go home found out my bro i tink sprained his back
sobs!
5:46 AM | Saturday, March 29, 2008 | 0 Comment
well heres the info
school went slowly by
ms lee held us bck and make us wait damm long for 6 peice of paper
then went home with the nicompoops
but bot macs and dicovered wat my bro did
so.....mums angry now
tot she would be good for him but all she did was make it worse
well back to this
fot with tian
but resolved i tink
however
i hate them.......
those words keep spinning in my bloody mind
is it us?
now my brother is locked out of the house
my maid is angry at me
and well i'm still happy
i'm not emoin
but u know those words can hurt if u meant it for us
even though they're jus words
i'm not sayin i didn't make u angry
i'm so sry
i was damm angry at tat time coz jj lied to me say wad poem nvr print
and i show attitude to you
but plz nvr say those words
those are the words tt start all the quarrels and distain
i know my attitude preety much suck this week
or maybe the whole year
and i'm sry
SRY
5:16 AM | Friday, March 28, 2008 | 0 Comment
tday was okay not really that borin
promised tiann tt we will exercise every week
hope can keep it
weht out with tian,shawn,ced
limmin cannot go coz got tut
ced so sad lol
go to tiann house study first for awhile
then go punngol park to go joggin
very de far lors
pity ying tian had to walk so long
we run abt 4 rounds
shawn they all run 5
they run damm fast larh!
nvr wait for me and tian except the last round
but almost fell down twice larhs
kept laughin so cannot run
then they kept trying to do streches
their @#$% almost break
then when we lmost goin home went to the playground
played the swing
win ced! haas .noobie
after tt tian gt hit in the zi bai by ced.haas
while shawn act diao doing standerd broad jump
had alot of fun!
haven't had quality time with tian in a long time
missed her lots.
took a 119 with shawn
he saw his friend so ignore me
stupid always like tt
now watching american idol
i like brooke white
she's so goin to win
5:04 AM | Wednesday, March 26, 2008 | 0 Comment
hees hihi
whats up!
we went back to school kinda miss celst bt nvm gt nicompoops!
tday was so tiring, got maths
but i love ms lim she allow us to take photo of the guys doing gay pose
so funny lar!
they were made to act sissy
Eben so funny somemore put clips, Irwin also
Then after went to eat with the nicompoops at koufu
they bet with me and min to eat this disgusting food
i eat siahs but earn 4 bucks
somemore i almost puke sias
limmin still eat today.
4:53 AM | | 0 Comment
heys updates.
yesterday went to east coast to eat jumbo, eat the nice pepper crab!
sobs tt cuzzie make my slipper spoil then hv to wlk like penguin
twice tt happen there sias
woke up today coz cuzzie gt tut then so noisy!
stupid cuzzie!
then after tt we studied for 5 hours!
so long rite? guai kia mahs!
haas! then uncle alan say he help us buy condom for sexual ed
then he really go nn buy sias!
but we had to go through a long lecture b4 tt.
lol so cool siols!we fill it up with water so cn see the actual size
cuzzie so sick go nn lick it!!
haas tday so high sias..
pictures soon
6:00 AM | Saturday, March 22, 2008 | 0 Comment
heys i'm back with more updates well the week has been so boring but it passed by fast. Change seat with wei jie which was so fun coz he's such a nice guy!! ( everyday gv me sweets hees) sadly ms jas say we keep tlkin so change seat again.WAAAA now i sittin with yong peng, shawn and jasmine which's good but so quiet... i tink i'm goin to die sias. hahaas but YAY i got full marks for mathh which so cool.work harder coz jus heard from perents tat if gt all As can get laptop!!
then went to dance which was so tiring.. me and shann both suferin coz we come tat one. lol learnt a new dance(jazz), quite nice but very long, hard to remember.Came home and wash up then call my hot cuzzie (so she says) coz she jus came back from camp. her b'day on first day of camp, so fun..
Nxt day i tried to lay out my puzzle coz got scramble up...WAAAA but managed to fix it back. waitin for dad to gv me frame so can frame up in my room.then went wth my parents and cuzzie to eat bak kut teh at claque quey(dunt know how to spell hahas) after that her parents ket me come over but we went to stadium first to see wadeva takwendo competition. her brother stayed there to see but we came home. now still at her house bt still deciding whether shld go anot?
STAY?
GO?
STAY?
GO?
Hmmms..................
11:29 PM | Thursday, March 20, 2008 | 0 Comment
hey bitches
hey everyone so here's the update on my life....well it sucks. i found out who's the one who was smsin me and who was keepin it from me.then well i got really piss coz that person(the person who knew) was my best fren and well she PROMISED me nvr to do that again.Nice acting by the way.Then instead of goin ptm i went home got ready for usherin.hees. i stamp all my church frenz faces!!! so fun! came home at abt one plus so was tired,didn't go to cuzzie house to stay tat nite, she was mad!!!
nxt day went to barbercue at church fren house, to celebrate their b'day.yupps. but first went to buy hiltn cake.yummy!!then after that went there,enjoyed myself. brenda and me went the playground pool to play, but she fell down in the water. we got stuck in the toilet drying her off .
hahahas
cried coz sent bro off to go camp in malaysia, scared that he fall down or get lost climbing the mountain. sad for him but jus hope he's okay . I MISS HIM ALREADY..T.T
in the morning go church but kinda weird without my bro. it was sports sunday bt dun wanna go coz no brother waaaaa ! i sound like a little girl sia.anyway went to cuzzie house to stay over . brought my drama hows so can watch together.hahahas. we went to her grandma's place after tt, it was so delicious!! comforting cuzzie coz she fite with stead but solved! thy love each other lots & lots.
Monday still watchin my dramas but czzie got to go school and tution....she discovered she pass her chinese after all.!! yay her ! congrats cuzzie! celebrated by orderin macs fr dinner. i tink i need to slow down on the junk food from now on...slept late to play computer games.
tuesday, later going out with cuzzie they all, so out lar but she force me to go lol.going ptm meetin to see ms jas,hope i get good results.pray!!then if get good results can ask mom for money to go shoppin at bugis for clotes.
8:24 PM | Monday, March 10, 2008 | 0 Comment
